Yesterday was the worst worst worst day of my life...so far...

Went to school in a fairly good mood.
Saw WQ and Ruth talking to lynn ma'am outside the red cross board.
Glanced at the board.
Turned around and went to the Lobby.
Whipped out phone to call Siti.
Siti Hajar answered and said Siti was busy.
Wished her happy birthday.
Waited for Siti to return call.
Talked to Ruth for awhile.
Smiled and said i was fine even though i didn't feel that way.
Felt phone ring but it was only Diyana calling to ask where we were.
Felt even worse.
Siti finally called back.
Told her the news.
Started crying when some secones arrived.
Went to wash my face so i wouldn't look so darn ridiculous.
Went back to meet the rest of those going 4 peiying pri event.
Charissa came.
Noticed my sad face and started consoling me.
Somehow she knew what i was upset about.
Somehow everyone knew.
Went to Peiying.
The train ride was horrible.
I tried to ignore the questions surfacing in my mind.
Wen Qian told them what Primary School i was from- I didn't want them to know.
Kinda pissed at her.
Then got over it because had more things to worry about.
Found out that the primary school also planned some games so some changes were made.
Wen Qian kicked the capteh down into the rain.
She went down to get it and i followed her.
After ascending down the stairs, i found her searching in the wrong area.
Thus i led her to the poor soaked capteh which obviously couldn't be used anymore.
The rain was a really nice change to the heat of the sun.
Unfortunately, i couldn't stand there for long.
Played the games with all the children.
My game was kinda fun.
Diyana and Jacqueline did most of the talking.
Haha sorry im such a lousy sectwo.
And when we went down to get lunch- kinda buffet style.
The sir asked who was the I/C and was shocked that it was a secone.
Then he asked her why we had not eaten.
Next, he asked who the sectwos were.
Finally, he called for the NDP/SYF ppl.
WQ and i raised our hands.
He said that we'd better eat before NDP training.
It was 3.30 when we left and i was half an hour late.
So i hurriedly left the school.
When nearing the station, i thought i heard a train approaching so i ran.
And i did not run because i was upset or angry or anything.
In case anyone mistakes that for something else.

On the train,
I asked myself
Why you did that.
Why you lied.
Why you never got your facts right.
Why i hate you so much.

You were supposed to be my friend,
To stand by me no matter what.
To never leave me when trouble came.
To support me through the darkest time of my life.
But where were you when i was sad?
You never cared.
You shunned me like i was a freak.
You turned and walked away from my life.

Well, i guess i was wrong....
In calling you one of my closest friends.