Shut up. I don't want to hear another word you are saying.

Faults and Flaws

I just hate making mistakes.
Especially when judging good and bad people
Why can't my judgements be flawless?
Why do i have to be so fickle.

Why can't everyone be perfect
And not hurt one another
No insulting people with defects
And shouting no longer.

Why did i ever find out
That you were not who i thought you were
That you were just a fraud
And that the truth was never clear

Now you are in my memories ,
A fake, a phoney, an artificial
You have cease to be a "nice" person
And i am not being critical.

But you showed me
That i should never be too trusting.
Because i will slowly realise the truth
And it will leave me crying

Don't worry i will never forget
The pain that you caused and the words said.
They will never to go away.
Because they will be etched in my head.

I'll just put on a happy smile
As the days fly past like cars
You may think i've forgotten
But wounds always leave scars.

Because a face can hide a thousand lies
And i will try to forgive and forget
I am living behind a beautiful facade,
Where everything is no less than perfect.

You might not have realised anything
Or even that the person you were talking about was there
Maybe you thought we could not hear.
However, thoughts should never be shared.

Because my good impression of you is gone
And it will never return
Because the cuts run deep.
And all i can do is hope that one day you will learn.