you're bringing me in and now you're kicking me out again

Man, i realised that i have been too self-absorbed. For example, there is the whole issue of writing "me", "myself" and "i" everywhere in this blog. Then again, what's a blog about if you dont talk about yourself? Isnt it supposed to be like a diary, talking about YOUR feelings and thoughts? Well, i guess this is just another example of the younger generation being self-centred.:(

Yeah well, anyways, my entire body hurts so bad after p.e. then training today. Seriously, its really "hardcore" as they say. In other words, if you dont have enough passion for the sport, quit now. I really dont think i have the passion to go through it. After climbing like the 8th flight of stairs, i was wondering why i bothered to go for this. Its like i do enjoy the friendship and encouragements we give each other but i really dont see the point in joining a sport that i will only dread. Perhaps this is only an excuse for myself to slack but i really feel so tired after training. Doesnt help that we had P.E. before that and i was like one of the last in my class for the running test thing. I only did like 6 rounds compared to others who ran like 10 rounds. Plus after that, my butt hurt like CRAZY. It felt like i could not walk anymore and the whole thing was just like damn pain to the point of going a bit numb already. Sigh i dont know how to describe it la.

Yeah well, now for the rejecting bit.