Sunday, June 13, 2010

Cool, Composed, Confused

Heh sorry yesterday didn't have time to finish posting. Had to rush off again to watch Karate Kid. Speaking of which was A GREAT SHOW! Haha you should go watch it. But then, i'm no movie critic so dont come after me if you dont like it!

We have to go back to school again tomorrow. Sigh i guess i should be more enthu since its our LAST POC but i wanted my third week to be school free. Heh whining again. NVRM its for a good cause!(:

Wonder what will happen after we leave. Will they miss us? Maybe i'm already apathetic to everything around me. When i hear some people say that they feel sad that its the last POC and last day we will ever have as NCOs, i somehow feel nothing. Ok i'm getting too emotional, had to delete an entire paragraph because if anyone even knew what i was feeling, they would start hating me, just like what they did to the other people. Seriously, is there even freedom of speech nowadays?

I don't really want to care anymore about how i'm going to accred all of them this june. You can ask Wen Qian or Isabel or anyone else i would probably confide in. I've been worrying about this for so darn long, its tiring me out. Fine. If they don't want to do it, then i'm done caring about the stupid thing. I'll just act like them until the teachers come and push me for it. Yet, i know that this is just all BS. I can never do this kind of thing because i don't want to burden the next Evac mistress that has to teach them. As i have mentioned before. Now i not only have to worry about school work but also how to deal with them.

Oh my parents and brother went to the IT fair today and brought home a new mac. Haha thats the nicer part of my otherwise sad sad sad life. I can't wait to try it. But apparently, the parental controls are even worse than this one as my brother told me. Gah. Who invented that??? Maybe then my brother will leave me and this computer alone, although this one spazzes sometimes. Speaking of my brother, i was showing him(ok everyone in my family) the POC presents i bought yesterday and bugging him about whether it was nice. HAHA thats the great part about having siblings. You can get rid of your insecurities by asking them. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Im going to ask him again now, while he's still happy about the new computer and would probably talk to me nicely(:(:

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